Well, at least I think that I'm feeling better. Was very glad to hear BFF's voice last night. It really felt like a source of encouragement! :D
I'm really sorry for ranting so much on my blog the past few days. And thanks to all who had shown concern! It was really comforting to know that there's so many of you people who cared! Thank You! (:
Well, one thing that's still bothering me is that none of my application for a job has been successful thus YET! Buttercup has kind of cheated my feelings again and again that I can confidently say that I've given up. One lesson learned, when they say they would get back to you, they probably mean 'Sorry, we're not interested in hiring you'. Yeah. Cause Buttercup told me 'I would get back to you tomorrow' probably about 3 times already. And yesterday was the ultimate! He said 'Can I get back to you in 10 minutes?' when I called to check about my application. Awesome!
Called the manager of Mrs Fields today to check about the application. Then he said that he haven't gotten a reply from the HeadQuaters. But since I called, he would check for me. Only then did he realized that I didn't fill in the application form that day cause they ran out of application forms. So I am told to go down on Monday to fill in the application form. Lord, please let me be hired soon I'm running out of money :P
Forever and always
Au Revior at 5:08 PM
.Friday, November 28, 2008.
Weird survey!
Kenna tagged by HC
Copy and paste to your blog, erase my answers and add your own. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real places, name and/or objects but nothing made up. TRY to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same initial. You can't use your name for the girl/boy question. Have fun!
My name is: Leow Yan Ping Four letter word: Lean Boy's name: Laurent Girl's name:Lindsay Lohan Occupation: Lawyer Colour: Lavender Something you wear: Lingerie BwahahHHAHhAha Beverage: Lemon Tea Food: Lasagna Place: Lithuania Something found in the bathroom: Lingeire Reason for being late: Lazing in on my bed. Something You Shout: Lame LAH! Font: Lucida Handwriting TV Show: Las Vegas Song title: Love Story- Taylor Swift Country: Luxembourg Name 10 people to pass this on: Let me see...
Well, at least I thought I was better... Until this morning.
1) Got PS-ed by a friend. 2) Dad forgot to buy my food, so I had to do it myself. (What's making me pissed is that he remembered my sis' but not mine) 3) Thought I could settle down and have a proper quiet breakfast, only to find myself in an argument with my dad. 4) Got blame for nothing! PLEASE LOR! JUST BECAUSE I USE THE COMPUTER OFTEN DOESN'T MEAN THAT IT IS MY FAULT THAT THE PRINTER HAS NO INK! I DIDN'T EVEN TOUCH THE PRINTER CAN?!!?!? 5) I was said to be not trying my best in looking for a job just because I still don't have a job. I've been haunting the shop almost everyday for their reply but all they say is that they would get back to me. What do you want me to do?! 6) PEOPLE PUTTING WORDS IN MY MOUTH! I didn't say that prayer meeting is in the morning lor! SINCE WHEN DID I SAY THAT!? ROARRRR! 7) Comparison! STOP SAYING THAT YOUR SIS LAST TIME ALSO NOT LIKE THAT! WHATEVER K?! SHE IS SHE, I AM I! SHE LAST TIME NOT LIKE THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I WOULDN'T BE LIKE THAT! She wasn't like that cause she COULDN'T BE BOTHERED!
ROARRRR! Pfffffts!
The days are bearable. It's the nights that are torturous!
Au Revior at 4:01 PM
.Thursday, November 27, 2008.
Oceans will part
If my heart has grown cold There Your love will unfold As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand When I’m blind to my way There Your Spirit will pray As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
Oceans will part nations come At the whisper of Your call Hope will rise glory shown In my life Your will be done
Present suffering may pass Lord Your mercy will last As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand And my heart will find praise I’ll delight in Your way As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
Yes Lord, in my life Your will be done
Au Revior at 1:51 PM
.Tuesday, November 25, 2008.
I've always thought that I could handle things well on my own. That I don't necessarily need to lean on others. Today, or to say, this period of time, I've been proven wrong.
Really haven't felt this low for a really long time already. And what's worse is that I don't know what's bothering me. That superficial friendship? The relationship that had never been mine? The lost of words? Or the way you look at her?
To be honest, I am really affected by all that's happening. That ephemeral friendship was a great blow, followed by many uncertainties. I don't know how long I can hold on.
All these while, I've seem fine because of the dear ones that I've been leaning on. Now, none of them are around.
Seriously, Yp, what are you expecting?
I just want to disappear from this world that does not have a place for me.
How is it possible that someone as big as me be invisible to one's eyes?
It's so hard trying to hold on.
Just let go
Au Revior at 9:30 PM
.Monday, November 24, 2008.
I've learned
I've learned that I love eating chocolates, but dislike eating chocolate related things like Chocolate cake and Chocolate Ice Cream.
I've learned that things may change over night no matter how unlikely.
I've learned that I should not invest too much in a relationship. Be it a friendship or a BG relationship.
I've learned that a person can change overnight even if you have known that person for a really long time.
I've learned that there are certain people who get close to you for a certain motive.
I've learned that great hopes comes with great disappointment.
I've learned that a 'Goodbye' can change reality.
I've learned that one can turn into a stranger overnight no matter how close that person was to you.
I've learned that money is the root of all problems.
I've learned that no matter how hard you try, there are just some things that are not within your control.
I've learned that even if things are in your control, it would not turn out the way you want it to.
I've learned that it is not that sad to be used by a 'friend' after all. At least it shows that you're of use.
I've learned that sometimes, hard work leads to no where.
I've learned that I just want to stop learning.
Lord, I don't really want to know the truth. But sadly, You chose to show the truth to me
All he said was Goodbye, and nothing else
Au Revior at 11:48 AM
.Friday, November 21, 2008.
I HATE IRONING CLOTHES!
SERIOUSLY! SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG?!?!?!?!?? IF I'M GOING TO IRON THE CLOTHES, DOES IT MATTER WHETHER I AM IRONING THEM NOW OR LATER? IT'S NOT LIKE YOU WANT TO WEAR THE FREAKING CLOTHES IMMEDIATELY THAT'S WHY YOU WANT ME TO IRON THE CLOTHES RIGHT?! IT'S NOT LIKE THE ENTIRE BASKET IS FILLED WITH MY CLOTHES THAT'S WHY I OUGHT TO IRON THEM! IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD TO SIT IN FRONT OF THE IRONING BOARD TO IRON THE CLOTHES THAT DO NOT BELONG TO ME!
Every 5 minutes, I hear her SCREAMING her head off, INSISTING that I IMMEDIATELY iron the clothes! HELLO?!?!?!? if I go and iron now, will you wear ALL of them IMMEDIATELY?! NO RIGHT?! Then? WHY SHOULD I GO AND IRON THEM NOW JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE AN EYESORE TO YOU? IT'S NOT LIKE THEY ARE PLACED IN YOUR ROOM AND IT'S TAKING UP SPACE LOR! IT'S IN MY ROOM AND IT'S TAKING UP MY SPACE!
SO WHY DO YOU BOTHER?! If you're not happy, then DON'T COME INTO MY ROOM!!!!!
WHATEVER! Man, I'm pissed!
Au Revior at 3:39 PM
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The wrong side of the bed?
Tell me about it. If everything that I'm thinking about or doing or whatever so, is kind of not going the way I want, what's the chances of it not being my day?
Let me see... 1) I woke up, feeling rather happy because I don't have to rush to leave the house or so. Went to brush my teeth, only to realize that there isn't any toothpaste left! ):
2) Then, I saw the super sunny sun and decided that I should hang the clothes out. And I did! But what have to happen is that I have to drop this and that while hanging the clothes. Even better! I almost threw myself out of the window! Wonderful!
3) Sat down, switched on the computer to make myself a little happier. Checked my mail, and got really happy! Cause I saw a heading that reads 'PICTURES!' from Cheryl! :DDDDDDDDD Really really happy cause I've been waiting for the photos for the past don't know how many days. BUT! So, I happily clicked to open the mail, only to realize that IT COULDN'T BE OPENED! And what's even better is that NONE of my mails can be opened.
They mixed up the link of 'Sort by' with Cheryl's name! Perfect or what? I'm sorry if you can't see the picture. My com refuse to let me zoom it!
4) So I decided that I didn't want to see the pictures today. Turned around, only to kick onto the cup of water that ShuiYi placed on the floor last night! So as you should have guessed, water spilled. Which means that I have to clear up! Pfffffts!
5) There's a basket full of clothes to iron!
6) Almost all of my friends are going away next week, or are already away. -Imes, Aimin, Alyss, Shirleen. Catherine, Esther, Terence and all >> Batam Mission Trip!
-Lala, already away >> Nepal
-Pris >> China
-Ally, not next week, but really soon >> Malaysia
-ShuiYi >> going don't know where lah!
7)Tonnes of my friends have found a job already.
8) Hungry stomach!
So tell me, did I get out at the wrong side of the bed?
Oh, one thing, I was on the phone with Ally on Wednesday night. And, we talked 5 hours plus straight, to 3 am on thursday. Awesome chat though.
Au Revior at 11:38 AM
.Saturday, November 15, 2008.
Prom; Ally's birthday celebration
Prom was super fun.. Though it's rather stupid to have a class prom and not level prom. The food was SUPER! It was through prom that many of us realized, 4two'08 is made up of hungry ghosts! The waiters and waitresses kept laughing at us cause my class was just being plain retards during prom! Yes, we cleared the ENTIRE buffet! The food was AWESOME! The mushroom soup was FANTASTIC! (:
Went to Rachel's place in the morning to get Ally's birthday present ready. Then, headed home to change and headed down to Ally's place.
Ally putting on makeup while Rachel and I surrended ourselves to her bed. Bwhahahahahahhaha
Rach and I while waiting for Little Miss Perfectionist to get ready.
A tad too dark! ): The roses and candle on my table.
ALLY!
CHIU! (:
:D
JIAYI!
LIAN WANZHEN! (:
Carol and a feather! bwahahahahHAHAhahHAhaHAhHHa
My sitting partner last year. Those red things and shades belong to her! Everyone was asking her why on earth did she bring them for prom. LOL
But I thought they were cute! :D just like me! bwahahahHAAhahHAha
Karen and HuiTze
Freya
Abidin, Germaine
Bel, Abidin, Germaine
Full body
The hungriest hungry ghost you'll ever get to meet in your life! JASMINE LAU!
(:
With flash
Bea and Usha
She looks freaking white here! So SCARY!!!!!!!!!!
Alex demo-ing the route of the catwalk the nominees for best dressed had to walk.
That's Jasmine. Still eating even before she starts her catwalk.
HERE COMES THE AH BENG JASMINE! hahahaaHAHHAHAHahhaHAHAhHA!
Giving her speech on why she should be best dressed winner
Bel being very unglam!
JiaYi
Grace
Carol. Not knowing what to do!
Sarah
Beatrice
:D My best friend in class. Someone who laughed very loudly when she saw how I initially spell cockroaches!
Full body!
Best dressed winner. I still think someone else deserves it better
Sarah. The smelly poo gang.
Karen
The sexiest monitress you would get!
The 3 of us again! (:
The gang! LOL
Bea! 9 years of friendship. Friends since primary one!
(:
Cherry
NatTEOW
*And then, the camera died! ):* Class photos with those who brought DSLR. So, we have to wait patiently while they upload it online.
Reached home at bout 12 that day. And continued with Ally's present. Slept at 2. Fell asleep the moment my head touched the pillow.
Woke up super early to get ready for sentosa trip! In the end, everyone was late except JiaHuan.
At the Kopitiam, eating the world's most disgusting chicken rice.
Getting all excited!
Elaine with her soursop seed!
TRAFFIC LIGHT! Tricia; JiaHuan
Ally and Elaine. PAPARAZZI!!!!! LOL!
Awesome shot! After BUYING the volleyball at $23, while waiting for the tram.
(:
Then, we arrived the beach just in time to see the sun go away, and welcome the rain! -.-'''
Ally and I while waiting for the rain to stop.
Life story!
The last piece of fries that Elaine insisted on cutting into 6 pieces so everyone could share!
The sky clearing!
JiaHuan left. And we went to play ball! (:
ELAINE WHACKS!
Then shouts 'THERE'S SAND IN MY EYE!'
Everyone goes 'ARE YOU OKAY?!'
And she ask everyone to blow for her! BwahahAHAHAhaHHAHAHAh
Birthday girl! (:
Then, none of us were really serious bout playing the ball anymore. The phototaking session started. (:
Must take nice nice photo with the expensive ball!
Close up!
SOME POSERS SHOTS!
Ally with her 2 best friends!
Elaine! A.K.A Penguin as Aaron calls her! HAHA
Weird sandcastle!
Rach washing the ball!
LOVES!
:D
Me Elaine Ally Our cute shadows!
Trish!
Footprints in the sand
Swimming! (:
DEAD! BwaahahahHAhHAHahHAhah!!! Kidding lah!
Ally's fav! BOLSTER BOO!
Elaine and Trish
The 3 of them tried to take a decent photo. But Rach and I felt the need to keep jumping into their photos! LOL
Jump! (: Rach; Elaine; Me! (:
The sun's setting!(:
Elaine and Ally
Rach and I!
Prettiest scene!
On our way back to Vivo.
Exhausted.
MY FAV SHOT OF THE DAY!
:D :D!
My awesome God's creation! (:
IT'S 12 PLUS AM NOW! 16NOV2008!
ALLY!!!!!!! BLESSED 16th! Praise God for an awesome sister like you! I LOVE YOU GIRL!
P/s. EXHUASTED! Post exams activities are very tiring! LOL. Picnic soon! :DD
P/P/S I NEED A JOB!
P/P/P/S My eyes are dying. I've been at this since 9! Upload photos, save photos off the internet, resize photos, upload to photobucket, facebook, blog. My eyes are dying.
P/P/P/P/S PriscTAN! Thanks for the camera! :DD
Au Revior at 10:49 PM
Biography.
LYANPING
My best friend says I'm a mega retard(:
I am SUPER random, and I like being random.
Red is a nice colour, and Sunflowers and Roses are pretty :D