.Friday, August 31, 2007.
tired
tired
tired
...
LEANNE CHAN.
stop it already hor!
hahahahs
you suan me,
i got stuff to talk to you about lor.
okok.
im dead tired...
at pris house..
apparently slacking away...
i need to STUDY.
no fun at all lor.
give me a bit more time. i'll tell you my answer. (:
Au Revior at 8:40 PM
.Saturday, August 18, 2007.
ouch.
it still hurts despite it being the second visit already.
they bluff me lors.
got DRAGGED to that place by dad and mum again.
hai~
i really still hurts.
it bled today k?
for the first time.
i see how much my dad has aged.
i really hurts to see him age so much.
a lesson learn yesterday.
to watch our attitude when we're talking to others.
that big problem actually started from all of our attitude.
no one was right yesterday.
we were all at fault.
even myself.
we all spoke in a certain tone,
used certain words that were not very pleasing to the ear.
and some of us were obviously siding certain people.
true.
i was indeed siding cheryl and leanne.
however,
i did scold them about what they have done.
so please forgive them
actually,
it's very simple.
all we have to do is to keep our eyes focused on God and no one else.
we'll then be able to see His unconditional love for all of us.
whether you are smart or stupid,
pretty or ugly.
He loves you for who you are.
each of us are fearfully and wonderfully made by God.
so we should keep our eyes focused on God.
'love your enemies as you love yourself'
that applies for everyone.
whether we like that person or not,
we have to learn to love them.
i do agree.
it's very difficult.
i, myself am struggling to do that.
but this is what God wants us to do.
as exams are drawing near,
we should all put the little little quarrels aside.
to stop complaining and work together.
studies are far more important than all the little things that we are going through.
here is a song that we sang during LJOY last week.
if you're black or if you're white
or if you're in between,
God Loves You
if you're tall or if you're short
or if you're fat or thin,
God Loves You
He Loves you when you're happy,
He Loves you when you're sad,
He Loves you when you're very good
or when you're very bad.....
No matter how you look like,
No matter what you do,
God Loves You!
yes.
indeed.
God loves us for who we are and not what we look like.
so we should learn how to love each other as well.
shout-outs:
IMES: i love having you as a friend.being there for me everytime i need you.praise God for a friend like you. you are a friend, an adviser, and a sister. you play a big part in my life. things would have been very different without you. i love you for being you. (:
LEANNE: our friendship has indeed grown in this year. it's no longer built on sand, but on rock. it's a friendship that no one cold break except for ourselves. watching the 4 of us grow in every aspect of life is something that i call a gift from God. stay strong as spiritually and physically as we face all that is going to happen.just always remember that it's okay if they don't understand you. you have friends like us who loves you for who you are.
JASMINE: i am so grateful for a friend like you. my sitting partner. someone who is there to lend me a hand when i am just so tired. thank you for being such a friend.
JIAYI: thanks for lending a hand whenever i need help. esp in chinese class. things would have been difficult without you.
praise God.
Au Revior at 8:10 PM
.Saturday, August 11, 2007.
MY LEG HURTS!
SO DOES MY BACK!!!!
can i please please please don't ever go back to that place ever again?
please?
it's traumatizing!
i don't want to ever step into that place again.
mum and dad DRAGGED me to uncle ian's office to see that auntie.
den she told me that she was going to press my leg and see if there is anything wrong with my body..
first 30 seconds,
still bearable.
after that,
i SCREAMED LIKE MAD.
i GRABBED mummy shirt and buried my head on her stomach.
with tears flowing out of my eyes like water flowing out of the tap,
I SCREAMED AND SCREAMED.
it was so freaking
trust me.
it's not a nice experience!
then,
that lady spared me from the agony for 10 seconds...
and she started pressing again.
one was worse than the other!
than that lady said that my blood is not flowing properly..
that's why i'm experiencing such pain.
after that,
she used a wooden thing to scrape my back...
den she said that my back bone was fine...
yeah.
indeed it was.
for i experienced no pain when she did that.
it was chermei's turn after that.
she TOTALLY HAD NO FEELING OF PAIN AT ALL.
i was like...
how is it possible??????
mummy's turn.
could tell that she was in pain like me.
tears started flowing out of her eyes too....
knowing how much pain my mum can bear.
(she sliced off a piece of meat off her baby finger while cutting vegetables and told my dad not to worry for it wasn't painful)
it was indeed
dad felt the unbearable pain too.
esp his third toe.
OUCH!
that lady helped him scrape his left shoulder as he has been in pain for the past few months.
IMMEDIATELY,
it turned red.
from the bottom of my heart,
IT'S VERY VERY VERY PAINFUL!
if possible,
please spare me from my agony and not bring me back there every again.
oh.
the medicine that lady gave me was HORRIBLE!!!!!!!
disgusting thing.
YUCKS.
actually,
i don't even know if it is scientifically proven that it is save.
maybe i'll check.
but i was told that this is the chinese way of dunno what...
yah.
p.s. i don't like that place.
Au Revior at 10:25 PM
.Thursday, August 09, 2007.
baa..
at imes house PARTYING!
lalala...
with FONDUE!
2 person only k?
hahah..
walk to the supermarket to get some food...
kiwi...
banana...
mashmallow..
yummy~~
photo time!
this is LOVE!
yes...
the laddle became my best friend...
<3>
a moment of unglam-ness..
baa...
you can tell ah???
i love imes's laddle.
some artistic moment....
she was bored while i entertained my new found best friend..
the laddle.
BANANAS!
sad case...
i usually don't eat them...
but who cares. (:
another one of her portraying her skills.
<3
then i got bored.....
zi lian-ing moment..
ladida...
i'm BLOATED.
with chocolate!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
Au Revior at 4:29 PM
.Wednesday, August 08, 2007.
praise God for the success of the NDP.
although there are many casualties this year,
but...
still, the girls worked hard.
one of the NPCC girls fainted face down onto the ground this morning.
smacked right hard onto the floor.
and what i heard was that she broke her jaw.
not too sure if it's this serious,
but she was sent to the hospital for stitches.
please do pray for her.
went to TP with cheryl after school.
went to take a look at the shirt.
and finally decided to buy the red v-neck one.
haha.
damn ex though
21 each.
bought 4.
had to pay a deposit of 40 bucks.
but due to the shortage of cash,
the kind hearted uncle decided to take only 10 bucks for deposit.
haha
nice man! (:
went and had lunch at macs with her.
cheryl is nice! (:
i love the blur cheryl! (:
haha.
crap-ed about alot alot of stuff...
and we realised about how thankful we should be.
God really places different obstacles in our lives to strengthen us.
without some incidents,
the 4 of us.. namely, cheryl,melinda,leanne and myself,
would not have come to such a stage that we are so close.
praise God for that.
SHOUT OUTS:
cheryl: praise God for a friend like you. who always understands and cheer me up with your blur-ness.
melinda: yes yes! i love you, my wife! (: thank you for not forcing me to share with you about what happened. i'm not ready to do so yet. but thank you for promising to stand by me and wait for me to feel comfortable to share with you.
leanne: i'm so glad that you always understands how i feel. whenever i'm down, you never fail to encourage me with your 'logics'! (: you are the only one who never fail to know what i'm going through. praise God for you!
imes: baa. i so love you for always standing by me. bitch-ing with me when i'm pissed, roar-ing with me when i'm really really pissed. then, advice me. thank you for always being there!
beatrice goh: thanks so much for that talk! it really made me feel so encouraged.
celina: you never fail to make me laugh. with the funny things you do and say. your advice helped me to move on and face whatever that was coming. (:
nat TEOW: yes yes. my cute little friend.. whose laughter can make all of us go crazy. thank you for your concern. although you really shocked me that day, but you made me feel so much better after that.
clarice: yes yes. you are one of the few that i always turn to whenever i have problems. thank you for always meeting me whenever i'm sad or bored!
auntie florence hou: thanks for that wonderful prayer. it really helps.
although i don't really know whether those people i want to thank will ever read my blog,
but from the bottom of my heart,
i really thank God for friends like them.
Au Revior at 4:26 PM
.Tuesday, August 07, 2007.
6th August 2007 is the date that i would never forget in my life!
the most fearful day has finally arrived.
something that has been consistently reminding my conscience.
yes.
i was wrong.
really really wrong.
i blame no one for i know that it is my own fault.
for the first time in my life,
i was so afraid.
really really just so afraid.
i fear as i know what i have done was wrong
i fear for i know that i've sin against God and my fellow man.
i just so regret doing so.
within a short period,
i completely lost the trust of my teachers.
my credibility.
all gone.
the only thing that i can do now is to pray for forgiveness.
to all that have been affected by my actions,
i sincerely apologise to all of you here.
from the bottom of my heart,
I'm really really sorry for what i have done.
praise God for all who stood by me,
being to understanding.
thank God for them.
Au Revior at 5:12 PM
.Saturday, August 04, 2007.
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY TO AIMIN!(:
-2aug!
praise God for you! (:
baa...
i really really really dont like the new school rule.
but i've tired my best to take the pictures off friendster.
but some just cant be deleted.
so how?
i tried deleting them over and over again.
but i wont go off.
so what can i do?
i realised tat i have been sleeping alot lately.
like...
last night?
i slept at 8?!
hai~~
feel like a pig la.
cant stand it.
cluster arts was fun!! (:
went around the whole school pestering people!
leanne would know what i mean! (:
haha...
shh..
thanks to all the kind souls! (:
i love my mummy!!!
she's super pro la..
when i passed her my GB donation card,
i only had 18 dollars inside.
sad case.
but i did try my best!
so mummy brought it to the market and collected on my behalf!!!
it took her only one day!!
when she passed the card back to me,
it was like full??????????
haha...
almost la.
she's pro k?!
haha.
thank God for my mummy! (:
sian sian sian.
super bored.
yes yes.
i did badly for bio.
think i will do badly for chem too.
hai~~
can YOU just hurry up go and take the test?
MR CHAN said already.
if YOU dont take the test,
he would NOT return the paper.
can you spare a thought for others?
it has been ages since we took the test and we want it back!
dont you feel bad?
think about it yah?
recently,
God really blessed me!
she was once a true friend.
somethings happened.
and i lost her.
but last sunday,
God returned her to me.
He didnt take her away..
i drove her away.
but He was kind and understanding enough.
He found her back for me!
the close relationship is now back.
and i thank God for that!
thank you for once accepting me into your life again! (:
i've got a bad habit to change.
well...
maybe not one..
but this is the one that i want to work on first.
SHOPPING~!!!
can it go away?
i've been spending alot of money...
like..
i bought...
-a top
-a clutch
-shoes
-belt
-presents
-bag
-handphone cover
and spent tonnes of money on food with friends.
die la...
no wonder i feel so broke recently...
someone save me!!!
i need to stop shopping!!!
oh...
did i mention that HARRY POTER is such a disappointment?
sad case.
i didnt like it...
im waiting for Jay's movie.
8th.
lalala.
shuiyi calculated that day.
on how much she spent on movies within this two months.
$112~~!!!!!!
crazy right?
haha.
but can fight with imes and i.
we spent more than this in sec one!!!
oh.. sec two also!!
hahaha..
but cut down recently.
NO MONEY!
okok.
i shall stop nagging here.
and i hope to blog again soon.
it has been ancient! (:
Au Revior at 9:09 PM
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